Yesterday I needed to grab lunch.  I went to the Subway Sandwich Shop but the line was way too long.

So silly me, I'll just grab a donut at the Donut Shop, how bad can that be if I only eat half of it?

I left the other half of this cinnamon roll donut thingy with chocolate frosting in the white paper bag with the plastic knife on our lunch table at work, overnight, and when I came back this morning, this is how much grease soaked through the white bag.



I cut the bag open and peeled it back so I could see just how gross it was.  Additionally, when I lifted the bag to throw it in the trash there was grease puddled on the glass table top cover.

Next time you are thinking about eating a donut, 
remember how gross they really are.

Ok, so scratch 90% of yesterday's post. I really shudn't post when I'm overtired, lol. Everything always looks so much worse thru the blur of chronic need to sleep. Anyhoo, as it happens I did speak to said person from yesterday's post and, as is usually the case with me and my internal dramas, it was simply misunderstandings on both parts that lead to me wondering wtf happened while, unbeknowing to me, he was thinkin same, lol. Cuz of somethin I had said later on the same day where i told him i liked him had let him to think i had changed my mind in some fit of panic.. and, well, you kno how that stuff goes. But I'm glad he IMd and we got a chance to sort things out, although lol, in the end.. we decided we was better off being friends rather than somethin more physical cuz of other reasons around us hehe, so, all that drama for nothing really lol. Well, not exactly nothin, cuz every kind of interaction is a learning experience right? And from talking yesterday I do feel like I have got to kno that particular person better and him me, so thats good. He's fun and sexy and good to talk to, he will make a most excellent friend. /me smiles.
Wat else. Offered to Franz to dance at Doms on Friday night, although it will be I think 3am-5am for me! But I can afford to be late to sleep on a Friday, so I will see how that goes. Its 'naked dance' lol, so least I don't have to worry about an outfit, /me chuckles. On condition that Franzi is dancing, cuz a new gig for me, I wud like to have him there to lend a little confidence, at least in the beginning. I always feel happier working when he is around, i sorta equate dancing with Franz, and Franz with dancing, and I miss him when I dance and he's not there.
So, nuthin else really. Working hard on a new project for Clinton, more on that once it is complete and approved. Bought some more new dances. Oh, did an interview for Greg for the online magazine he takes part in, SLInside or something I think it is called. That was funny, and completely out of the blue.. not sure I shud have been trying to answer serious questions at 2.30am in the morning LOL, but anyway, it was ok I think. I sound like me.. if that's a good or a bad thing I duno lol. And I LOL'd too when I saw he had taken a couple of pictas from my escort profile and attached them with the interview cuz as I scrolled there was my nekked behind staring back at me! That tickled me, hehe. Greg is such a sweetie :) Very genuine guy. I don't have a contacts list that is bursting at the seams, but I have some very good people on that list that I love and admire, I guess its a list of quality as a pose to quantity.. and I think I'm so lucky to be getting to kno the people that I am inworld, learning so much from the different personas and their qualities, good bad and everything inbetween, and taking a little here, a little there, and changing as a person, for the better I think. I hope anyway. My SL life can be difficult sometimes, but at the same time I can't deny its richness, its wonderful blend of people and experiences and interaction. On the face of it, I don't do a whole lot in SL.. mostly partying, a little photography (my ambition,) dancing, talking with friends. But under the surface of wat seems to be my fairly unchallenging existence in SL, so much is going on on a personal level. Good stuff, and a valuable part of my life that i never cud have imagined the very first time I downloaded the client and created my newbie av.
So anyway, yea. Things are ok. I'm feelin a bit more upbeat again. I guess 10 hours sleep can do that for a person, hehe. (one of my RL brother used to call me 'Dormouse' lol.. I guess you can start to see why. /me laughs)

More chillin music.. /me kicks back with a smile..